Friday, February 8th, 2008
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11:15 pm - ay ya ya
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i went through my box where i stuff some old memories in because there were a few stuff that i wanted to add. as i was looking through them, i realized i went through a quite a few that i never really got to appreciate as much. the stuff that happened to me helped me learn about alot of things. and i have alot of good memories too. i dont think i would ever give up my past for anything because i went through it with good people. and it also made me think what other cards or notes or pics i'm gonna be storing into that box next year. i'm excited.
but on other note, i'm honestly not looking forward to Valentines Day next week:(
current mood: thankful
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Friday, December 21st, 2007
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5:31 pm - excuse me, i was wondering if you could make the impossible possible...
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so i guess i'll just make this my official "end of year" entry. i'm finally done with the 1st semester of my actual college life. i'm glad i get to go to the philippines in a couple of hours so i can see all of my family again. thats what the holidays are about, being with your family or just being with someone you care most about.
last year i expected alot out of 2007. i got what i wanted but it wasnt excatly what i had in mind. we had finally graduated from high school and then some of us went off to college. there are some people that i probably wont ever see again, but jennifer is right...you have to make the effort with the people who you care about most to keep them in your life. i'm sure we all went through alot than we thought we could handle this year, or at least i did. and i learned alot. except school senior year. i dont think i can tell you anything that i learned, except that the dolphin fish is also known as the mahi-mahi. but i'm sure everyone already knew that. but what i had found out is that you have to give people chances. if people just stopped judging others, they can see the good thats inside them. no one deserves to feel less than they what they are worth, especially ourselves. as i was getting through the end of this year i've gained a whole new perspective on some certain things that will stick with me forever. man, i'm hungry. but anyways, i've become more and more independent and i have gotten more closer to the man upstairs. i've gained confidence in myself and realized the person that i actually am. and that it's okay to say "no". and for the first time...ever....i kept a new years resolution and that was to excercise more! it wasnt alot, but it was more than usual i must say. next year i'm gonna take more risks. oh and find a job. but i'm so glad i get to end the year on a good note.
happy holidays everyone!
current mood: optimistic current music: "Goodbye to You" Michelle Branch
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Thursday, October 18th, 2007
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8:34 am - I can see us like Whoa!
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Sooooo.....yesterday morning at 7:50am, a girl w/out a liscence rearended my car and had me hit the car in front of me. So i was definitley "sandwiched". My car is totalled. ugh. My poor poor car:(
I went to work afterwards but after a few hours I started getting a headache and I told Karey so she gave me Midol and sent me to the ER. When I got there I saw Jenn just trollying along the hallway in the hospital! So it was good to see her again.
I got a whiplash from all of this. I had to tell the nurse that I took Midol for my headache and they all laughed or smirked. My brother came in to visit me and he looked really sad and i felt bad. He brought Joy w/ him too and it was good because I didint realize how much I missed her!!
This morning I tried to fake a headache to get out of class this morning. Nothing can fool my mom. *sigh*
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Friday, September 21st, 2007
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7:54 pm - Wal-Mart...do they like make walls there?
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So i quit my job over at the doctors office because i got offered a new one over at Kareys......so stop by!!
current mood: tired
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Tuesday, September 11th, 2007
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11:23 am - darlin dont say word coz i already heard!
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what it is yo?? Wassup?!!?
Well I tried leaving the house not too long ago but I got stopped by a Macy's Semitruck filled w/ my mom's new furnitures galore! But it is all good and gravy up down here in the neighborhood, sucka. Today at the college we had a "Welcome Back Luncheon". "Welcome back from what?" I said. Yep I still dont know but its all good and gravy up down here in the neighborhood, yo because the luncheon was good. i had a wonderful hotdog. The administrators there are such nice people. So nice. Before I sat down, Mrs. Pat offered me a cookie and I just happened to take out a chocolate chip cookie. "I started singing Bye Bye Miss American Pie, Drove my chevy to the levy but the levy was dry....."
MMMhhhh I wonder what other exciting adventures I'm gonna pursue on this day of September 11th. OOOHHH SHOOOOTTT September 11th......HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYESHA!!!! But indeed it is Patriot Day and with anyone who lost a loved one 6yrs ago, my prayers definitly go out to you.
Oh in regards to my last blog, I'm good now. I mean I still have those kind of feelings left over but I'm gonna be optimistic and keep my head up.
So I watched the VMA's the other day. What was Britney thinking??? Seriously. Oh, Sarah Silverman made a joke about 50 Cent saying that she thinks its so cute that he is still alive. HA. HA. HA. ooohh that was a REAL kneeslapper. AND Chris Brown is SO GORGEOUS AND BEAUTIFUL and TALENTED. aahhhhh!!! And I think I have a lot more respect for Justin Timberlake. I watched his concert on HBO the other day and it was not bad at all. TWO THUMBS WAAY UP. But I still dont think he's cute though. OOOOHH man I'm bored. I have an hour til my next class and what is a girl to do?? The Macy's Furniture Semitruck that brought the galoring furniture of my mother just left. I'll check that out. Check, Check, Check, Check it oouut!
"I made it through the Wilderness, Somehow I made it through oo oo. Didnt know how lost I was until I found you....."
PEACE, LOVE AND COMFORT
current mood: bouncy current music: sounds of the vaccuum cleaner
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Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
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6:17 pm - I'm just gonna be Emo for a lil bit so bare w/ me......
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I feel like I havent been myself lately. Like I've gone away from whom I am with the minor decisions that I made for myself. I also feel like I'm not good enough for anyone....I'm not saying it towards guys particularily but to anyone that I run into. Like I can't please those that I love and feeling like I've done so many wrong things that I absolutly dont mean to. Sometimes I think its just better for me to stay home so I can't mess up.
I don't know. I'm starting to wish that I went somewhere else to college. I want to start all over again. Start new and fresh. I want to meet new people and live a completely different lifestyle but still keep my best friends here. They actually keep me sane here just as much as my parents.I stayed here for college because I still need my parents right now to help me grow more as a person. I feel like 2 different ppl when I'm by myself and when I'm with other ppl, but most of the time I like the person I am when it's just me. But to my friends who are happening to read this, I'm definitley trying.....
Sorry for being Emo on you guys!!!!
current mood: depressed
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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
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7:14 pm - Coz We Takin Over, One City at A Time....Liiiiiiistenn!!!!
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I've been pretty much in a singing mood all day today and it feels good! Well anyways I have a huge headache right now because I've been writing with a pernament marker for the past hour.
Tomorrow is the first day for college classes for fall semester and I'm a little excited. I've taken alot of college classes since my sophomore year so the hype to starting classes isnt as high as others. Before I was set on studying to become a Nurse Practitioner but now....oh boooy. I still want to become that because I like being around people and especially helping them but I also want to study fashion so much. Today at work my boss's son came in and my coworkers were telling me how he goes to fashion school at New York City and is an intern for Ralph Lauren. He inspired me alot. so hhmmmm..... But the thing is, it probobly would be best just for me to stau in the medical field because if I do go into fashion, I wouldnt really know what kind of job opportunities would be open or something while in Nurse Practioning, the job will always be there and its steady. But then again, I do love the hype that the fashion industry takes in. So I guess I'm just take the courses I signed up for and see how much I like it and I'll just go from there I guess....
Oh and today I just realized that maybe karma is not such a bad thing at all.
current mood: creative current music: We Takin Over-DJ Khaled
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Saturday, June 30th, 2007
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9:04 pm - uuuhhhh...
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i need to get away. i need to get out of here. i want to ask my mom if i can go to L.A w/ my cousins.
current mood: stressed current music: crank dat soulja boy-soulja boy
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Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
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4:38 pm - did u guys miss me?
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wow it has been a while since i last wrote on this thing. uri is here to keep me company since his house keys are nonexistant at the moment. but so much has happened and me and my friends all have been through alot. particularily in the relationship area. alot of hearts have been happy ,i guess u could say, but alot definitly has been broken. i've learned alot about myself and so i made some few adjustments to become a better me. but i have realized something about my last relationship that i should have done something about. he shouldnt have treated me that way and i shouldnt have let him. alot of ppl are throwing out the word "love" alot. not that i dont think that that is a bad thing. with me tho,i think it would take a long long time for me to literally "fall" for someone. i'm very picky. it's even hard for me to like someone to begin with.
i've come to find that life is so......gosh i cant even think of a word for it. its been a ride thats for sure. the class of 2007 graduated a few weeks back and i cant believe that graduation is actually over. ive been looking forward to that day since middle school and it just passed like....nothing!now i'm thrown out in the real world...doing nothing, being bored. i'm taking some summer 2 classes next week and i'm excited. i like school. i like learning. but i had bad senioritis last year. i'm also excited to start actual college. i'm thinking of taking pre-med. either that or getting my masters or something for nursing to become a nurse practitioner. before i wanted to study something different other than being in the medical field like fashion or something cool. but then i figured that i probly wont have the patience to be in the fashion industry plus i like helping ppl out more. after i come from IRCC i want to go to a university in New York. i really like it up there. but its just a thought.
i've been praying alot for myself, for my family, and especially for my friends. like i said, we all been through alot and we still are going through some hard times. but thats what makes us better. i dont mean better than other people. but we are growing up to be better for ourselves. i hope things get better for everybody because we all deserve great things. last nite made me realize how much i miss my friends. i'm so blessed to have these people to be there for me. especially my "home girlz". ha. we can always count on each other. i love them.
well....this was fun.
luv always, thea
current mood: irritated
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Sunday, December 3rd, 2006
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1:16 pm - we can't come back, can't come back, can't come back....
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the bakesale was awesome. period. they we're alot of great bands there and it was just great. i got taking back sundays autograph and there is serioulsy no one hotter than adam. my voice is almost gone and jenn is awesome for inviting me:)
current mood: ecstatic current music: o holy night- josh groban
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Friday, October 13th, 2006
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11:08 pm - happy happy birthday from the cheesecake!!
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Friday, September 15th, 2006
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11:10 am - oooohh my stomach...
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i brought out 3 doughnuts from krispy kreme and can only eat 2. i didnt even finsh eating 2. i'm down to the second doughnut and have just 1 more bite left but i cant do it. but anyways, today shoud be fun. i have a staff meeting at 3:30, practice at 4, and a game tonite. most of all, theres no school!!
ayesha i thought of u on yur birthday:) i wish i could've called u but for some reason i dont have yur phone number???
current mood: sick current music: error operator-taking back sunday
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Sunday, July 16th, 2006
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1:30 pm - hello??nurse!!
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its been awhile since i've updated. well i'm still candystriping at the hospital w/ erin,sarah.and brooke,and shaina on some days. last week me, erin, and sarah got yelled at because we got caught doing nothing but talking in an empty storage room. but there really wasnt anything else to do! then the next day, erin and sarah didnt come and left me alone. when i had nothing to do the nurses gave me the People's magazine from Jan. 30. so i read that thing for about an hour and a half 3X. wed. i hung out w/ one of my good friends, olivia which was fun. working at Locals is very busy. so many people want ice cream at 9:30 at night??? its fun but i just hate cleaning up afterwards, espcecially mopping:( well i can honestly say i let go of something from the past and its about time too. i learned that hanging on to it isnt wat makes u strong but actually letting go and moving on. cheesy? yea.
current mood: good current music: aint no other man-christina aguilera
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Friday, June 30th, 2006
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9:24 pm - "money, money, money,......MOOONNNEY!!"
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i got a job at the new Locals restaurant!in the ice cream and takout!i'll be working w/ JennJu and my other friend Erin T along w/ 2 other cool people. hopefully it will open by this Tuesday:)
current mood: excited
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Monday, June 26th, 2006
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12:55 pm - oucha magoucha
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i have never been stung by anything ever....until today that is. my brother wanted me to go w/ him to play basketball and i really didnt feel like going but i was being a sister and went along w/ it. i got stung....by a wasp or a yellow jacket, i couldnt tell....twice....on my index finger and on my back. my finger is twice the size of my ring finger. it hurts and i cried:(
current mood: numb
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Monday, June 12th, 2006
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7:41 pm - boredumvation
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i'm bored. i dont like being bored coz then i eat. but i like eating when its appropiate. i've had a pretty relaxing weekend watching rented movies w/ my mom. i never paid attention to Colin Farrel until i saw The New World. mmmmmhh wrap him up and i'll take him to go! i heard that the girl who played Pocahontas was Jewel's cousin and was only half indian who was from south america. huh. thats just what i heard. Tomorrow is Orientation Day at the hopsital.i'm gonna become a candy striper ladies and gentlemen. orientation is gonna be boring but i'm kinda looking forward to it because its the only thing i have to do basically this week and to get out of the house. hopefully my friends think of something to do this week. wats today? tuesday? oh no, monday? wats there to watch on mondays? Will and Grace, but thats not until 10. eh good enough. next week or so, i'm gonna have to take an algebra class over at IRCC so i can get into college algrebra my senior year, so that should be fun. I got out of Calculus, yeeeeess!!
current mood: bored current music: unfaithful-rihanna
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Friday, June 2nd, 2006
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8:59 pm - we dont need to whisper
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today was a looong day. i suppose it was because i woke up early? yea thats it. i had to go to the hospital this morning to get a tb skin test done. oh and to pee in a cup. it was uncomfortable to open the door,after u just went, to see a man within a foot away from u, with his hands up in front of him wearing clear gloves smiling and saying,"all done?".ugh. then i had to go publix and on my way i saw ben(hey ben) and scott walking down at the movie theatre(theater)sp??. i come home to take a nap and couldnt because the phone keeps ringing.then i spent the rest of the afternoon hanging out with erin and alyssa. we made another cool collage while watching my movie Wedding Crashers.i'm happy because alyssa made me another copy of Chiodos after i lost the first one and she also made one of Angels and Airwaves for me.yessah!! i miss seeing my friends each more everyday:(
current mood: relaxed current music: the war-angels and airwaves
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Monday, May 29th, 2006
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5:46 pm - workin at the car wash
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besides sitting around all day watching TV and going online i accomplished something.....i washed my car:) i love my car oooooh man do i love it!!
i talked to my friend who was in the hospital the other day and she's doing great which is, well, great! my other friend invited me to go to chicago with her tomorrow. tomorrow...yea. thats short notice. i couldnt go because of that and also that i have some other stuff that i need to attend to.
wow, i kinda like this LJ thing. thanks jenn!
current mood: accomplished current music: "Symphony" I Am The Avalanche
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Sunday, May 28th, 2006
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2:44 pm - This is Jen..
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TESTING....
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Ok. It works. This is Thea's *NEW* online Journal.
Enjoy. Jen Almighty commands you. HAHAHAHA.
& Thea says, "Yo!"
--Jen Almighty †
current mood: bouncy current music: "Give It Away" - RHCP
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